Friday, June 26, 2009
Latest and Greatest
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Kalen's perspective.....
In contrast, every morning we drive about 40 minutes East, to a city called Manenberg. It is a giant township of 1 million people. Townships are areas of "black" and "colored" people that are basically the poorest people in the entire world. They live in these self-constructed shacks made of metal scraps from the landfills. They are about 10X10 and sleep 5-10 people and are pretty much built on top of one another. There are also government built dorms in the townships and unfortunately the gangs take over the dorms and use them to traffick meth and other drugs. The hospital sits in gang territory and sees some of the most horrific violent crimes. These gangs won't simply rob someone, they will beat you to death for fun, or light you on fire, etc. We are instructed to never leave the hospital after sunset.
The emergency room is chaos. It's basically this large open pit. Patients admit themselves, most of which are walk-ins, or by ambulance. There are no rooms, the beds are just out in the open and patients just scream or moan all day, you sometimes can't hear yourself think. Literally, everybody has TB and MDR-TB and HIV. I have only seen 1-2 patients who are not infected. Most of what we have seen so far are AIDS complications (that are really horrible), TB complications (i see one person per day whose lung has 100% turned to pus and goo) and violence. Everybody here would be considered homeless by US standards. Some of these poor people haven't showered in weeks, and that is the norm. The ER smells something awful. The doctors here only have the bare necessities. We don't even have gauze pads. There are only 4 mechanical ventilators, so if they are being used and a 5th patient comes in with respiratory compromise, they are simply left to die. Resources are limited and the diseases are ridiculously severe.
It has only been 3 full shifts and my first patient was a guy who walked in with a stab wound in his leg. As I was stitching him, he told me that he likes to smoke heroin and meth simultaneously and then he immediately asked me to hurry because he left his young child at home. Yesterday a 25 year old guy walked in with 3 stab wounds. He made it to the desk and passed out onto the ground bleeding everywhere. I got his IV started and gave him fluids. He finally woke up and Rusty and I stitched his wounds closed. He then told me that he got into a fight with his girlfriend and she stabbed him three times. The last patient I saw yesterday was a 76 year old woman who was left in the care of her son, who neglected her so poorly that 90% of backside was a bedsore/pressure sore that, when I looked closely past the festering wound and the smell of rotten flesh, was bone deep. Only God knows how long she was left lying in that position.
There are officially 20 beds and a holding area with 6 beds and a bench where patient just pile up. Once the beds are filled people just start sitting/laying anywhere and we haven't even worked a busy weekend yet (we are going to work a graveyard this Friday/Sat)!
Then, we leave the hospital, drive home and live in the lap of luxury. It is very very very difficult to wrap my mind around. We have been doing some sight seeing and touristy stuff. I am finally comfortable driving on the left side of the car (shifting with my left hand) and driving on the left side of the road. Even parallel parked last night! We have gone out twice...the nightlife is non-stop. The clubs don't close until sunrise.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Reading reflections
I am reading the book “No Future Without Forgiveness” by Archbishop Desmond Tutu. It reflections on the Truth and Reconciliation Commission of South Africa, which was formed after the abolishment of apartheid. It was a court-body created so any victim of apartheid violence could be heard and perpetrators of violence could give their testimony in return for request for amnesty. It was obviously a very sensitive endeavor. I have been struck with the power of reading it while being here- I can’t begin to understand the true forgiveness and strength encapsulated in this place. Here, in a very moving piece, Desmond Tutu is discussing judging the perpetrators….
“There is a salutary counter to our tendency to push blame onto others in a book by the Harvard theologian, Harvey Cox, with the lovely title, On Not Leaving It to the Snake. This helped me to be a great deal less judgmental and to avoid gloating at the misfortune of others. It was particularly important in the commission’s encounter with the perpetrators of some of the most horrendous atrocities. So frequently we in the commission were quite appalled at the depth of depravity to which human beings could sink and we would, most of us, say that those who committed such dastardly deeds were monsters because the deeds were monstrous. But theology prevents us from doing this. Theology reminded me that, however diabolical the act, it did not turn the perpetrator into a demon. We had to distinguish between the deed and the perpetrator, between the sinner and the sin, to hate and condemn the sin while being filled with compassion for the sinner. The point is this, if perpetrators were to be despaired of as monsters and demons, then we were thereby letting accountability go out the window because we were then declaring that they were not moral agents to be held responsible for the deeds they had committed. Much more importantly, it meant that we abandoned all hope of their being able to change for the better. Theology said they still, despite the awfulness of their deeds, remained children of God with the capacity to repent, to be able to change. Otherwise we should, as a commission, have had to shut up shop, since we were operating on the premise that people could change, could recognize and acknowledge the error of their ways and so experience contrition or, at the very least, remorse and would at some point be constrained to confess their dastardly conduct and ask for forgiveness. If, however, they were dismissed as being monsters they could not by definition engage in a process that so deeply personal as that of forgiveness and reconciliation. …..
None of us could predict that if we had been subjected to the same influences, the same conditioning, we would not have turned out like these perpetrators. This is not to condone or excuse what they did. It is to be filled more and more with the compassion of God, looking on and weeping that one of His beloved had come to such a sad pass. We have to say to ourselves with deep feeling, not a cheap pietism, “There but for the grace of God go I.”
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
First week done....
We are beginning to feel acclimated with Cape Town- jet lag is over, we’ve mastered left side driving, gotten lost a few times and now know our way around, and visited all the hospitals we will be working at. Cape Town is a stunning place. On our flight on the pilot said, “welcome to Cape Town, the most beautiful city in the world” and it definitely ranks high on the list. It is much more modern than I was expecting. There are very wealthy individuals in parts of the area- it reminds me of Laguna Beach, California to give some perspective. We have seen Bentley cars around. On the other hand, the townships are very intense. Millions of people crammed into tin shacks. The city, in preparation for the 2010 World Cup, has begun to build government housing in front of the townships to block the view of the townships from the highway leaving the main airport. The government housing is a nice gesture still but none-the-less it will not mitigate the problem and is only to hide the problem.
My first visit to GF Jooste hospital was overwhelming. GF Jooste services a local population of 1.1 million, primarily from townships. As a non-medical student it was a sensory overload, even as a global health student with hospital experience. The smells, the patient load (168% capacity), the patients (TB, HIV, stabbing, an old women was locked (from the outside) inside her township house for days and basically non-responsive still when we saw her)…. It was a lot for a first day. Continuing to visit more hospitals has helped ease the shock of it for me. Today we came back to Jooste and I felt much more ‘present’ and capable of taking in my surroundings.
There have been some delays in getting approval for me to start my research study. I expect to start that by weeks end. I am very much looking forward to starting my work. I am getting jealous of the medical students as they shuffle around Jooste helping the physicians and patients.
For a bit of entertainment, I’ll tell you we have done our fair share of sightseeing in the week we’ve had. We drove down to Cape Point Sunday. Postcard perfect huge crashing waves along the massive, empty shoreline. Something right out of Pirates of the Caribbean or any other ship wreck scene. On our way back we stopped to check out the Penguins at Boulder Beach. I was expecting it to be the ‘off season’ and maybe seen one penguin. Not the case! And they come right up to you as you sit on the bench. There was some wine-tasting another day. I am in heaven here! The beach and world-class wine: tell me what could be better?!
Hope to post pictures later. Until then- wish me luck with continued safe left-side driving!
What we're doing in Cape Town.....
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
The experience was enlightening to understand more about how micro-finance really works. It is such a buzz word in the finance and development world at the moment. I knew it well from books but seeing it first hand gave me a new sense of appreciation for its intricacies. Everyone is looking for a clear solution to solve poverty around the world and many are quick to diminish micro-finance loans because there are few results that appear sustainable. I realized just how difficult it was to monitor and evaluate the micro-finance industry during our trip. Normal measures of growth (increased annual income, increased literacy rates, improved nutrition, etc.) are extremely difficult to capture from the marginal success of a $100 loan. However, and more importantly, that is not to say growth hasn't occurred. It simply means we as the monitors and evaluators aren't looking at the right indicators. For instance, one family we met with took the profits from their loan and added a wall to their home. Their home now has all four walls. There was a success from that loan, we just need to re-evaluate our own evaluation of it. And secondly, I am even more aware now that the success of micro-finance loans will not come in from this generation. It will be a slow moving fly-wheel that will continue to grow and improve as each generation gets another added benefit- another wall on their house, another year of schooling, another year of life. And one day, a future generation will be able to look back and absolutely be able to see the different the micro-finance loan made years before.
I am pleased to highlight that the University of Denver is the only higher ed. institution in the states that has such a partnership with a leading finance institution working on sustainable development practices, like micro-finance. And my class was the first one offered the opportunity to make the in-country due diligence trip as compared to pure file evaluations from here in the classroom. The trip and evaluations were a large success and we unanimously supported AMK's request to Deutsche Bank.
AMK is doing fantastic work in Cambodia improving the lives of local people. They offer some of the smallest loans in the country thus serving an entire section of the population that most other microfinance insitutions ignore. If you are interested in learning more about them you can check out their website at www.amkcambodia.com . AMK has also partnered with KIVA, an organization connecting individuals to lenders so you can directly provide a small loan to a person in need, as the business prospers your loan gets repaid to you. For more information on this wonderful (and legitimate) connection check out http://www.kiva.org/about/aboutPartner?id=109 .
As a side note, from this very interesting experience I am now evaluating getting certified as a Chartered Financial Analyst (CFA). Who knows what the future has in store!